but you

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

missing u, jel.

gatau kenapa akhir2 ini sy suka sedih..
ada aja yg di tangisin.
dan nangis nya itu ga penting bgt!
kalo udah kesel aja, pasti pengen bgt nangis. i hate crying! argh!
dan yang paling aku kangenin skrg bella.. ;(
emang sih aku ketemu dia dan pulang bareng setiap hari
dan aku tau, aku harus ngertiin dia, dia lg sibuk buat persiapan USM dan UAN ntar..
but, argh! I miss him so bad..
dia udah jarang becanda2 lg, udah jarang senyum dan ketawa kalo bareng2..
sy tau sy cm bisa ganggu dia, dan bikin dia cape nganter sy kemana2 dan ngerusak jadwal les dia. dan mungkin sy ga bisa bahagiain dia.
but what should I do? :(
I love u, Bella..

regina spektor - the call

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizonA
nd follow the light

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When it's over
No need to say good bye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger

Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

true love?

I really really expect he's not gone from my life..
I am obviously.
and I love u more than u know..
and more than everythin..
:(

decode

i'm not edward cullen,
who can decode people's thought.
but i have same feel like edward cullen,
i can't decode bella's thought until now.

nothing better

it was raining outside
like tears fell down on my face
when i read it in my cellphone..

i promise, u'll always in my heart.
and i'll be lovin u always..

17th!

yes, i'm 17th! yeah, and become old too.
seperti yang ada di blog dini. i don't want to be an adult.
but, thank u guys for that night. ;)
buat full time friends *ngikutin aini* makasih bgt yaaaaa! terutama buat dinda yang rumahnya udah mau di kotorin, buat yg udah masak2, aduh makasih bgt bgt bgt! i love uuuu!
buat bella, i love u so damn much!
buat my CC, thank u guys for surprise! i love u both!

aduh ktp lama bgt nih jadinya. :D